Sunday, July 27, 2008

Travel Day: Dehradun to Chandigarh

I got up early and was the first one at breakfast (I guess everyone was tired from the party, which Alex and I only made an appearance at). It was dosas, and I thought it was good, but then again, I haven’t had much problem with the WII food like everyone else does.

The next morning, I ordered a car to the ISBT and Alex and Molly came along for the ride, since they were going to Rishikesh. It was really nice to have them there. Just having someone there seems to make it all go smoother. At least you know you have someone to talk to if everything goes wrong. But everything went right, I was on the right bus, for half as much as the car cost me (150 v. 300). It was a long ride, with two stops, and I was as usual covered in dust by the time we arrived. Also, wet from the rain that happened during hour 4. I had the worst seatmate in history, asleep and spreading out the whole time.

When we got off, I called Mr. R.B. of the BBMB because he seemed eager to help. I had been calling him during the trip, and he told me he lives near the Chandigarh ISBT (sector 43), and even offered to come get me if I could wait a while. I told him it was a really nice offer, but as I was surrounded by rickshaw drivers, I would just go with one of them to the University Guest House, although I hadn’t been able to get in touch with them successfully. Maybe it was for the best that my cycle rickshaw driver hijacked me and took me to what must be Chandigarh’s most ghetto hotel (sector 42). I really had to be OK with the roaches just running around willy nilly. I HAD to. After I got there, I mentioned this to Mr. R.B., and he came right over to argue with them. I told him it was OK, but then sat down and talked with him a while. He decided to take me to meet his family, and then on a driving tour of the city. So, despite inauspicious beginnings. Chandigarh was starting to be my favorite city I’d visited yet.

Saturday, July 26, 2008

Travel Day: Mussorie to Dehradun (WII)

After Mussorie, another nightmare of a day traveling. I took an overpriced car to the ashram, where they dropped me off at the wrong place after about 30 minute of driving around looking for it. So they just abandoned me with all my stuff at the bottom of a Incan pyramid-esque staircase. I walked all the way up with my huge backpack, only to find it was not the ashram, but a school. Finally, Swati sent someone to find me, and we walked over to the ashram, and she gave me something to settle my stomach (first serious stomach pains). It was lemonade with pepper basically, but it did the trick. She was a very calming influence, and I liked her very much. Perhaps someday I will return to study Iyengar yoga in full. Then I took the bus the rest of the way into town, which was surprisingly both the cheapest and simplest leg of the trip. People were hanging off the outside, yelling the whole time. It was great! I had a pretty sweet seat up front, with my stuff, since I got on outside of the city.

I went to Café Coffee Day, and regrouped. Read Eat Pray Love, had some caffeine. Then got a rickshaw driver to bring me to the ISBT in Dehradun, so I could see about getting a bus ticket to Chandigarh. They told me to come back the day I was traveling, so I capitulated, slightly annoyed that I had made the trip for nothing. I offered a rickshaw driver half of what they first suggested to get to the Wildlife Institute, and one guy agreed at once. The others immediately undersold him, but I agreed to go with the guy that first met my price because I read that it’s incredibly rude not to.

I got to the WII, and got my stored bag from them. I went through all my stuff, which incidentally was filled with Wildlife, and I had to kill much of it. Not the stuff, the wildlife.

I went to the computer lab and chilled out because my computer had died while I was at LBS in Musoorie. Mostly checked personal emails. Then when I came back, Alex said he’d be back in about 2 hours, so I finished up my book, and waited for him, meditating. He came back, and we had a great time catching up before we went over to the party in the old hostel (where most of the Indian students live—we are put up in New Hostel, which is bigger and nicer, but not as social). I got to see Jenny and Molly again, and everyone else (Sahas, Asif, are the only names I remember now).

Friday, July 25, 2008

week in mussoorie

My week at Mussoorie was spent reading books and trying to order the same books from the bookstore. We talked with people, but it wasn’t very directed networking. I spoke with a couple of the administrative people, and they assured me they’d get me together with some Phase III people from the states I needed before Phase III went to Duke University, but that never happened. Perhaps I should have pressured them more, rather than talk to multiple people about it. Especially since we were banned from Phase III classes (Jenny what did you DO??), I didn’t get much time to network with them. That pretty much sums up my time in Musoorie.

Monday, July 21, 2008

pictures!

me and Dr. Asawa
Dr. Asawa
me and Dr. Jha

Not strictly a documentation of my work, but let's be honest, much of this journal isn't. It's a documentation of my time, and here are pictures to document that I actually met these people.








Mussoorie: LBSNAA part I

Jenny was still too tired this morning to go to breakfast. I waited for her to maybe change her mind and did some yoga. I was all dressed in Sara’s salwar-kameez for the interview she was going to do with IIP in Dehradun. Eventually, I went to breakfast alone. It was delicious, and I met one person, whose name I’ve already forgotten unfortunately. He was in Phase II, and was very nice. It’s always easy to start conversation by asking “What’s this?” about the food (it was coconut chutney, incidentally). It happened that we were sitting next to each other, too, by coincidence, although we’d met in line.

I’m nervous about all the “networking” I’m meant to do in this week. I’m feeling pretty low because of the altitude, though not as bad as that one afternoon in Leh when I ran out of my medication for it. But I just feel headachy, and generally achy. And tired. That weird all-over tiredness from altitude sickness. But luckily, not much nausea, and eating seems to help the other symptoms. Eating and drinking water. So I’m doing lots of that. Jenny wasn’t feeling well (maybe the altitude’s getting to her too) so she rescheduled her appointment with IIP till tomorrow. So I changed out of my salwar-kameez into something more warm, because it’s rather cold up here. There’s so much fog, it’s really like being smack in the middle of a cloud.

Anyway, Rakesh came to take us around the grounds and show us things. We might be able to ride horses some time while we’re here! I’d have to get my stuff from the WII, because my jeans and sneakers are in there. But it would be cool to do. The rest of the tour was great, too, although we found out Kalpana, our original contact here, had left the academy entirely. She had just asked Rakesh to take good care of us, which was really nice of her. We also met her more-or-less replacement, who was similarly nice and helpful, so at least we aren’t left hanging here. The replacement’s name was Arti Huzar, or something like that. I’m trying to remember all these names without the benefit of cards—just hearing the name said once, and it’s hard. But she said I would benefit most from sitting in on the Phase III people’s classes because they’re the mid-career people, and would have more contacts for me. She also said she’d try to introduce me specifically to some people from the states I’m interested in (Punjab, HP, and J&K).

Rakesh said we’d be able to borrow some books from the library, which would be great because I’m really comfortable in my room, and wouldn’t mind taking out some books on water resources, and just curling up to read, as unfriendly as that sounds. I need some time to do that if I’m going to be spending the rest of my time networking, I think. At least both things will be productive.

We ended the tour by sitting in on part of a phase III class, on e-governance and service. We’ll have to check the schedules to find classes more suited to us. So far, no luck on finding a class called “Governance issues and the Indus Waters Treaty.” Dang it.

I was going to go to the library to see about catching up on a little current events (there’s a reading room that has The Economist and other such publication), and also see about checking out some of the water resource books I spotted last time I was here. But by now it was drizzling pretty hard, so I decided to come back to the room for a bit, since Jenny was already anyway. She has to work on some article for her “other” work here. I just wanted to catch up on a few days of this journal. Hopefully the rain has let up by now.

We did work out how we’ll get down to Dehradun for the rescheduled meeting tomorrow. Bus, or share-taxi, and then rickshaw. We’ll do a few other errands in town if we’re there too early, like get our phone minutes charged, and I might just go get my stuff from WII, even though it means lugging that stupid suitcase with me to Chandigarh. I wish I could take it to Delhi and leave it at Jenny’s, and then take the nice train from Delhi to Chandigarh. As it is, I’ll have to take a bus from Dehradun to Chandigarh. But maybe I can take a train back, since I’ll be doing my Delhi interview directly after that. Depending on what central government contacts I can make, I might skip Simla so I have more time in Delhi. I can’t believe Delhi is the last leg of this trip! Then home, blessed home, and Virginia, blessed second home.

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Travel Day: Roorkee to Mussoorie

Got up early to get to breakfast at 8 on the dot, though it turns out they aren’t actually read when they say they are. So I went to get my book and read it, and at 8:20, they were ready with some toast. I had 6 pieces, with lots of jelly. I kind of regretted this later, but I was hungry at the time.

I checked out of the hostel, finished the last minute packing, gave the room a thrice-over, and then went to wait for the cycle rickshaw they said they ordered me. I waited about 20 minutes before they noticed me and said it should be there by now. One guy went out on his scooter to find me one. I told him I was going to the train station because I wanted to try to meet Jenny’s train at 10:38, and I knew there were some seats left, or at least there were last night at midnight. But I heard him telling the rickshaw guy to take me to the bus stand! I corrected him again, but he just nodded. I said “train station!” and they asked “railway station?” really doubtfully, but I assure them that I really meant the railway station. So finally, I got on the rickshaw, and the guy asked me “Bus stand?” and I said “No, railway station.” “Train station?” he asked. Yes! What is so difficult to understand about this? Maybe it was really far away or something. Because after agreeing to take me to the train station, he took me to the bus stand, then tried to obscenely overcharge me. I feel particularly guilty about cycle rickshaws because it’s so much physical work on their part, but I was dumbfounded by this whole transaction. But there was a bus for Dehradun, so I got on it. And now I know why the other bus was called “Deluxe.” This one was a series of benches made for people whose femurs are no longer than 1 foot, apparently. And when it rained (which it definitely did), huge blasts of water came in through a loose window and drenched me. Just me. Just me and my travel luck. But I did arrive at the bus station, where it was flooding, alive, and only sopping wet with filthy water. So, that was a blessing. Or something.

It took me a while to find a rickshaw, but I eventually did, and he seemed pretty nice. I told him to take me to the train station, (“railway station?” “yes”; I just put these conversations in here because I KNOW these guys understood what I said, they’re just pushing their own agenda somehow). He took me to a taxi stand. I think it was because I had mentioned I was going to Mussoorie, and there are no trains to Mussoorie. But I explained I was meeting a friend, and he took me to the station. I sat for a while reading, until a guy next to me asked if I was reading a book about yoga (he must have read over my shoulder because I’m reading the part of Eat Pray Love that takes place in an ashram). We talked a bit, but I was glad when Jenny’s train finally arrived an hour after I got the station. I found our driver, and then spotted Jenny in the crowd.

Our driver drove crazy, which was kind of scary on those mountain passes, and we both got a little car sick. But it was better than the bus ride last time. We got to our rooms, which are swank, then we went straight to lunch. Which was delicious, I thought. I napped in the afternoon because I was so tired from sleeping poorly and being so nervous all day about traveling, and then gorging myself at lunch because I was so hungry from my early breakfast of a mountain of toast. I will be glad not to have the Roorkee hostel food again. It really was awful. Except the sliver of strawberry ice cream they gave me once at lunch.

There’s even internet in our rooms, and the sink doesn’t drain by dripping all the way across the bathroom floor (full of your toothpaste spit or whatever) to a drain in the floor. It has a little trough that it goes through to get to the shower drain. And they have toilet paper and trash cans and a towel. Like I said, swank.

Jenny didn’t want to come to dinner (she’s also very tired), so I went alone and sat in the middle of a bunch of elderly gentlemen. It was only slightly awkward. They were nice enough to my presence, but we didn’t talk about much. I thought dinner was good, but they didn’t have the delicious butter naan that they’d had at lunch.

I came back, wrote a few emails, both personal and official, made a few Skype calls home, and then went to sleep to have strange dreams. I think I have strange dreams all the time in India because I’m always in a new place, and people have strange dreams in hotels and new places.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

Transribed Asawa’s interview and edited it slightly to put on the disc for him. The editing was an ordeal. Read through the Brahminutra Basin book that Dr. Ojha gave me, and called him at about 5 so his student could come pick it up. I gave him the disc, too, since Asawa wasn’t in his office.

Finished editing the transcription for Dorjay back in Leh, and sent that on to Moses Kunzang. The video file got kicked back twice for being too big, so hopefully he at least got the transcript.

Got annoyed with the sound quality of my interviews, and just after that, I found a little electronics shop right by the hostel, where I got a microphone for 200. I also got some candy bars for the trip tomorrow. Tried to get to bed early, but couldn’t sleep well, probably from being nervous about travel tomorrow. So I wrote a lot of letters and did things that were nagging me about the upcoming semester and such. Felt a little better, but still didn’t sleep well. Keep having nightmares.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Roorkee Day 2

I think the milk must be making me sick, because this was the second morning in a row that I really couldn’t stand up properly due to stomach cramps, but then was fine a few hours later. But after I was better, I went to see Dr. Jha of the National Institute for Hydrology (whom I had met a couple of months ago), who it seemed had not gotten any of my emails at all for some reason. I double checked when I got back, against the card he gave me, and it was the right email, so it must have been going to the spam folder. It’s too bad because he’s been such a help. He once again got me some good contacts in the places I need them. We sat and chatted for more than an hour, and then he drove me to the Hydrology Department, which was embarrassingly right next door. But it was really sweet of him to drive me. He’s moving to Rourkela, or some such town, to teach at the NIT. I’m glad for him, but I hope he gets my emails in the future, or else we won’t be able to keep in touch! He’s really such a kind man. We took a picture of the two of us together.

I went to the Hydrology Department and talked to the head of the department, who was very busy. He’d gotten my emails but hadn’t responded because he didn’t think he had anything to say about the matter (so he just ignored them, ha). He said the state governments, irrigation boards, for all the appropriate states are who I want to talk to. I don’t know how best to put that I know those are good contacts, but everyone’s opinions are valuable to me. However I’m putting it, it’s not working to get them to talk about what they know. In this case, I’m sure it’s because it was near the end of the day, and he hadn’t expected me to come by.

So afterwards, I went into town to find the bookshop. But failed utterly. I did get a little lost, which I normally would enjoy while traveling, but here, as Jenny puts it, I’m the White Girl Freak Show, and everyone stares. Ginny nailed it when she said it’s because (the both of us) are sure when we’re being stared at, it’s because we’re doing something wrong. So when it happens all the time, every time we leave the door, it’s discouraging. Especially when you don’t even find the dang bookshop you were looking for. Oh well. I still have tomorrow, even though I’m counting on it to transcribe interviews and read try to read as much of that book as I can. I’ve only achieved mapping out which chapters would be best to read, so that’s a start anyway. Not all 500 pages—that wasn’t going to happen anyway. I wish I were a speed reader, but I’m not. At all.

I did eventually find my way back, under the watchful eye of EVERYONE IN ROORKEE. I felt pretty proud of finding my way back, actually.

Some kids locked me in my room. I thought I was SOL, but then I found a phone and a phonebook, so that was lucky. Someone came to rescue me, and we both had a laugh. Dang kids, get off my lawn!! The reason they can do this (just an interesting side note, one of those things that might never get mentioned) is that the way doors are generally locked around here is with a deadbolt on the outside, and then a padlock. So even without a padlock, people could just slide the deadbolt in place and lock you inside your room. And then set a fire and kill you. So even though I didn’t have anywhere important to go, I thought it was important to get that taken care of right away. It’s really the fire issue that makes me realize it’s not such a clever idea to have deadbolts on the outside, as clever as it is in ways.

As I said, I should be spending this time on work, not on this “explaining why I did not get productive work done” thing I’ve got going. If it BECOMES the reason I don’t get work done, that would be crazy!

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Roorkee

And I did basically sleep the clock around. About 12 hours of sleep later, I got up to discover what this thing called breakfast is. The food is going to be mediocre at best here, but I’ve already paid for it in full, so that’s that at least. I was so hungry on my travel day (note to self: have got to remember to eat every day), but luckily a Clif bar that Jenny had given me saved the day for dinner. I had like a mountain of toast and chickpeas for breakfast, but there was no coffee. There was, however, boiled milk. I guess that’s as good as pasteurized, but it tastes weird and bland. I tried adding sugar, but it still tasted an awful lot like scalding, boiled milk.

I wasn’t feeling too well after that breakfast, so I had to further put off my meeting with Dr. Asawa, the head of the civil engineering department. I finally felt up to walking around by about lunchtime, and went to talk to him then. We scheduled a meeting for after month, and he said he had no problem with the recording, but as everyone does, expressed doubt that he’d have anything useful to contribute. We had about a half hour interview, to be transcribed, and he definitely wants a copy of the transcription, his video (which I’m going to try to shorten for him to be able to copy to disc tonight).

After that, I had an appointment with Dr. Raj Pal Singh, in the Water Resources and Development office. He was a Ganges basin expert (36 years on the field), but didn’t want to be recorded because he thought he had so little to offer. I sat in his office about 30 minutes, and he was very genial, but I did think about how difficult transcribing his accent would have been. He recommended two fantastic resources in the form of government reports. I am going to try to pick them up when I’m in Delhi. While we were talking, my appointment with Dr. Ojha, also of the civil engineering department, got moved from tomorrow at 11:30 to this evening at 6. So I went back to my room to regroup all my stuff, just in case he would be willing to be recorded.

He was not willing to be recorded, but again for the same old reasons of “I have nothing to offer your project.” But he was again, very helpful, and I was wishing I were at least recording it for my own sake, if not for the sake of the documentary. He talked about some water issues in Simla, that I think would have been very applicable to the study. He talked about a group in Haridwar, the goal of which seems to be to find the middle ground between the environmentalists and the money-makers, when it comes to hydroelectric projects. He also talked about climate change, and how Rajasthan had a huge flood in 2006 because its infrastructure is only set up for a certain intensity of rainfall, which is now changing because of climate change. We drank tea together, and he let me borrow a book he’d written. I have all tonight to read 500 pages. Yeah, I don’t think that’s going to happen, but I will read as much as I can because it does look useful. Also, I wish I had time to read and comprehend all of his Hydrological Engineering textbook, because the parts I went over looked really useful. As in, it would help me understand which data would be most useful to collect vs. which data is kind of useless. I feel like I’m collecting useless data, as well as collecting useless information in these interviews. Just generally feeling pretty useless.

But it’s always nice to be settled somewhere. I’m always grateful for a day that doesn’t involve traveling, doesn’t involve staying conscious on a moving vehicle (difficult for me) to be hyper-aware of when my stop is, doesn’t involve arguing with drivers, or trying to find drivers to begin with. A day that involves spending a set amount of money, for instance, at a hostel.

Since three people had recommended their books to me, they also had recommended I go to the Indira Ghandi book depot in the Civilines part of town. I will be reliant on rickshaw drivers, even within the campus, because there are no campus maps to be found anywhere. I feel so at-sea without knowledge at-hand, but it makes me realize how spoiled I am. Not only to always have the internet, but to always know the internet will tell me what I want to know when I get to it. Here, I mostly use the internet for communication; getting information any other way besides email hasn’t seemed to work.

I hope I will be able to find an internet café somewhere in town, too. I ended up not going to town this evening because I was afraid it would get dark too quickly. I’m kind of a chicken about that. It’s hard enough being lost in a city during the day, but at night, it’s also scary on top of that. I also wanted to make sure I didn’t miss dinner because I was hungry. I didn’t have much at lunch. I did meet someone from the electrical engineering department, though I can’t remember his name. The people eating at this hostel aren’t student-aged, generally, but they’re very friendly. Dr. Ojha had mentioned there are two students from the College of Charleston here, so I have their numbers for when they get back later tonight. Maybe I can meet with them, although they’re not in my hostel. I’m meeting people left and right, but it’s not quite the same as meeting people somewhere roughly in my age group. These students might be actually younger than me, but I’m not sure. And I think at least one might be Indian, judging by the name.

Tonight, I’m going to transcribe as much of the Asawa interview as I can. It’s going to be difficult because the AC in the background makes the sound not as good. It’s funny that my indoor interviews have had the worst sound so far. Maybe I’ll figure it out. Maybe I just need to get a good microphone. I already edited his video a little bit, getting out the bits at the beginning, and where he answered the phone a few times. I think it’ll save some space, and now I’m compressing it so it will fit on the disc he gave me.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Travel day: Delhi to Roorkee

Ugh, another bad day on a bus. Getting to the ISBT in Delhi took much longer than I remembered, and I had to leave a little late so I could get my phone minutes topped up before I left (I had zero). I said goodbye to all of Jenny’s roommates, only one of whom I’ll see again (a bit sad, as I’d gotten to know them a bit living so much at Jenny’s). I got to the ISBT, and was headed confidently to the Uttaranchal section, as I’d gone to Dehradun already this way, but someone redirected me to a “deluxe” bus. I suspect this person was getting a commission for selling a private company route instead, but last time the person directed me, they indeed sent me to the correct stall. This time, not the case. The bus was bound of Haridwar, and they swore it would stop off at Roorkee for me. I paid as much as I did for the AC bus to Dehradun, but there was no AC on this “deluxe” bus. I can’t count the number of times during the journey I thought “In what way is this bus deluxe?” It was rather filthy as well, and bumpy. I at least had a nice seat-mate, and elderly gentleman, about 70 he said. But he helped me out, and told me after the rest-stop when to get up. I spent the first half of the trip asleep with my mouth gaping open, so no telling what dust and bugs ended up in my digestive tract. I haven’t gotten sick yet, so maybe it’s just yet another punching bag for my immune system.

So, by the seat of my pants, I got out at Roorkee, got my bag out from underneath the bus, and hopped quite quickly onto a cycle rickshaw, who took me straight to the Civil Engineering building, and then to the hostel, when the department turned out to be closed. I went in and crashed by about 8pm. The place was swank! Hot water, toilet paper, AC, two sheets and everything! This is probably the nicest place I’ve stayed since the Madhuban in Dehradun. It turned out to be about 350, much more than the WII hostel, but then again, it really is nicer, and I’m here a shorter time. After all, it’s really just $8 that seems so steep to me.

I dream every time I close my eyes of being home. It makes me want to sleep for the next month, till I got home. That’s so awful to say! But I’m so homesick. And exhausted by everything.